Kibroth-hattaavah means “graves of gluttony.” It was given this name because of all of the people who were buried there that craved the meat that was served in Egypt. After God led His people out of the bondage of the Egyptians, the Israelites grumbled. They complained and said, “Oh, for some meat.” God’s provision was not enough. The people were rejecting the Lord. They even said that they “were better off in Egypt.”
As a result of their rejection of the Lord and His provisions, they received what was on their hearts. They received meat, more meat than they probably imagined. So much meat was provided that it was promised: “You will eat it for a whole month until you gag and are sick of it.” When the meat was delivered, they did not humble themselves, repent for their sin, and thank the Lord. Instead, they gorged themselves on the meat. The anger of the LORD “blazed against the people, and He struck them with a severe plague.”
The people were so fixated on the provisions and promises of God, rather than God Himself. It was more about what they could get, than Who they could be involved with in a relationship. Rather than accepting the God of the Universe, they wanted meat that provided temporary satisfaction. Today, consider what you want. Are you desiring something temporary, or something eternal? Are you focused on God or on the provisions of God? Are you trying to fill yourself up with God or with something else?
“But while they were gorging themselves on the meat–while it was still in their mouths–the anger of the LORD blazed against the people, and He struck them with a severe plague. – So that place was called Kibroth-hattaavah (which means ‘graves of gluttony’) because there they buried the people who had craved meat from Egypt.” – Numbers 11:33-34 [NLT]
“For this is what the LORD, the God of Israel, says: ‘The jar of flour will not be used up and the jug of oil will not run dry until the day the LORD sends rain on the land.’” – 1 Kings 17:14 [NIV]
Elijah announced there was going to be a drought for years and God directed him to a brook for water and he had the ravens supply him with food. When the brook dried up, the Lord sent him to a widow in Zarephath. Now this widow and her son hardly had much left for themselves. Elijah went to meet her and wanted a drink and some bread. The widow says she is gathering sticks so she can make some food for both her and her son. She states, “That we may eat it—and die” (v. 12).
I imagine myself in her shoes, a widow with a child and very little to eat. Here’s a man who God has directed me to feed. I only have so much food—barely enough for myself and my child. Would I make a small loaf for Eliljah and trust that God would provide? Would I trust the promise of God, that the flour would not be used up and the oil would not run dry? In this passage, it is clear to see that God is this woman’s only hope.
If we think about it, she only had that small portion left for the day. It wasn’t much; it would only have lasted that meal. She said they would die. But as she gave what little she had to God, she ended up having enough food for every day that followed. She had no lack. This is the hope that God gives each one of us. To each of us, He has made promises. To each of us, He provides provisions. Today consider what small loaves you are holding back in your own life. Is it possible that He has abundantly more for you waiting if only you would walk in faith?
Today I decided to venture out to the shops with my children. Whenever one embarks on the road, there is always the possibility that one will get hungry and feel the need to stop somewhere to grab a quick bite to eat. For me, I can stop almost anywhere and find something that will take care of my hunger pains. I have never been picky when it comes to food. My children are not like me; however, and if a certain item is placed before them, there could be some hesitation.
Whenever we go to a restaurant or a fast food establishment, we are at the mercy of the facility. There are occasions when we can order it “our way,” but the reality of the situation is that we are not preparing the food and we are therefore out of control. We do not know what brand of food was used in the dish. We are not able to set the cooking temperature. We are not so sure if the green stuff is oregano or parsley until we taste the food. Maybe there is too much ice in the drinks when they are presented. Perhaps the napkins fall apart when used.
In my case today, I took my children to McDonald’s; it is something we rarely do because I’m not too fond of fast food. As we were driving down the road, I noticed we were not given napkins. I could not believe it. No napkins! That’s not how I do things. I always have a napkin for each person who is eating because it’s “what you are supposed to do when presenting a meal.” Then my pondering mind remembered the last time we stopped somewhere for something to eat. The bag I was given was loaded with napkins and I kept some just in case a situation like this would arise.
Those napkins were just what I needed today. God gives us just what we need. Even when we are handed a bag with no napkins, it is not the end of the world. In my case, I found some napkins I was given earlier. At times when we are in need, we are led to the solution like in my situation with the napkins. Sometimes what we need is right in front of our eyes hidden, and then there are occasions when we must be a bit creative. There are also scenarios when the napkins will come to us via an outside source. At the end of the day, we have the napkins. God makes sure we have what we need.
The big issue is to acknowledge that God is in control and that He will provide all that we need. Philippians 4:19 states that He will supply us with all we need, but many people have a problem understanding that verse. There is an issue with recognizing a need in comparison to a want. I need food and water. I want a piece of chocolate and some coffee. It is like wanting to buy only Nike brand shoes though any pair of shoes will do.
Having a preference in a brand is not a sin. The panicking and the inability to be flexible can be an issue. When we become anxious over a situation and firmly plant our feet in fear of losing ground, we do not allow God to move. We act selfish. We stand like a statue trying to keep ourselves upright. Our foundation becomes like sand, and as hard as we try to stand firm in our position, whatever it may be, we begin to tip. We slip. We fall.
When there comes a time that you feel an unrecognized need in your life, do not get worried. Do not firmly plant your feet so that you cannot budge further. As with anything, first take it to God. Also, try to understand if it is truly a need or if it is simply a want. When God created man, it was not with a label, “Must have every cable channel available.” It is not that we cannot have every cable channel available, but that we should not have our focus on that alone.
It is important that we have our eyes focused on God and that we listen to Him for direction. He can lead us to the napkin. When an issue arises, we also need to not panic. It is important to take time to think and use our experiences and knowledge to our benefit. God made us as creative beings so that we could use our minds for the better. A step back to reevaluate a situation can bring great results. Perhaps we are supposed to use what is around us to construct a napkin. Finally, there is the possibility that someone else could cross our path with a napkin. Some situations are for the glory of God. In the end, the napkin is always there. God always provides the napkin if it is truly needed– like with everything, we just need to remember to say thank you and to use it wisely!
“And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.” – Philippians 4:19 [NASB]