As I was reading John 20 this morning, I was reminded of the personal relationship I have with Jesus. I was reminded that each of us have a different relationship (or absence thereof) when it comes to Jesus. It all comes down to how we engage with God’s Word and with our Savior. Remember in John 20:20, we find Jesus appears to His disciples and He shows them His hands and side. He shows them His hands and His side. Later Thomas, or Doubting Thomas as many call him, returned. He missed the grand arrival of Jesus, and though the others noted that He came, Thomas would not believe. He said, “Unless I see the nail marks in His hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand in His side, I will not believe” (v. 25 NIV). Thomas desired a personal encounter.
Jesus appears later, this time Thomas was with the others. The Bible says that even though the doors were locked, Jesus came in. He said, “Peace be with you!” Then He directs Himself to Thomas. He says, “Put your finger here; see My hands. Reach out your hand and put it into My side. Stop doubting and believe” (v. 27 NIV). Immediately Thomas responds – “My Lord and my God!” Thomas had a personal encounter with Jesus.
We are often hard on Thomas. Yes, he demanded to have this personal moment with Jesus. He demanded to see Him, to touch the nail marks. He desired to look upon the One Who once bled for Him. He desired to reach his hands out and put his finger where the nails once were. He needed to have this personal encounter. Yes, he doubted. Yes, he needed some evidence. Most of all, He needed to encounter the risen Jesus Christ. He needed it to be personal. Remember, once this happened he immediately exclaimed, “My Lord and my God!” Today, seek out that personal encounter with Jesus. Ask Him to reveal Himself to you in a new way. As you reach out and grasp a hold of Jesus, may you exclaim, “My Lord and my God!”
Thomas was given the nickname doubter. No one wants to be a doubting Thomas. He needed to see Jesus and the wounds to actually believe. Yet when we look closely, the other disciples also only believed after they saw Jesus. It is important to have faith as a child and only believe. At the same time, I see this situation with Thomas in a positive light. Thomas believed after he saw– he simply wanted to be sure of things.
Today we have people attempting to tell us the Truth. Some people say they have heard a special word from God and they form their own groups that do not follow God’s Truth. There are people who manipulate God’s Word in an attempt to promote their vision. We have infomercials that stretch the truth, advertisements that are too good to be true, and much more. Sadly people are so very quick to jump at these lies, instead of seeking out the Truth. Thomas wanted to have evidence. He wanted to be sure. Once he knew the Truth, he believed.
Jesus told the disciples to stay alert and beware those who came and pretended to be Him. He warned them that there would be lies and schemes, there would be miss-truths that people would attempt to spread. We see this too many times still today. It is okay to be like Thomas and to want to see proof. When someone says that God’s Word says something, check for yourself. When a minister preaches a message that you are unsure about, dig into God’s Word. If you seek the Truth, the Truth you shall find (Matthew 7:7). Stay alert.
“You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart.”
– Jeremiah 29:13 [NASB]