As I mentioned before, I am allergic to bees and I once again was viciously attacked. Well that’s how I see it. Nonetheless, as I walked Max this morning, I noticed the sting location is going to be a scar. I also remembered that there was already a scar there beneath this newly forming scar. It is kind of humorous to consider that both scars were my fault.
Years ago when VCR’s existed (before DVD players), I received one for a gift. I was so excited and wanted so badly to open it up. I refused to wait and I refused help. I was greedy. Pure and simple.I grabbed my keys and tried to use my house key to cut open the packaging tape. It ended up finding its way into my hand. It left a nice scar to remind me. When I recently was stung by bees, it was because I was standing on their underground nest. But why was I there? The neighbor told me that there was honeycomb above. I was spraying those very different bees while trying to remove the honeycomb. I should have asked for help. I should have called someone but I was too prideful. So two scars, two areas that needed some work in my life.
God has a way of sometimes smacking you right in the head by placing something right before you to show you what needs work. We like to see the best in ourselves, and even when we are being negative about our faults, we often do not address our biggest faults. We are often blinded by them. We often deny them. We would much rather ignore than acknowledge. Today, God might be trying to show you something. You might be paying attention or He might need to get your attention. Either way, He wants to show you things. He doesn’t want to leave you how you are right now. He loves you so much and He’s got a great plan. Don’t settle for less.
“Making your ear attentive to wisdom
and inclining your heart to understanding;
yes, if you call out for insight
and raise your voice for understanding,
if you seek it like silver
and search for it as for hidden treasures,
then you will understand the fear of the LORD
and find the knowledge of God.”
-Proverbs 2:2-5 [ESV]
This past month has been an ordeal for me. It seems that everything that could go wrong, goes wrong, right down to every little detail. In life, those who are most threatening are the ones who the enemy tries to bring down. The devil doesn’t want people speaking up and spreading the Truth. Before I left Australia, my friend and dear sister in Christ and I went to Mrs Macquarie’s Chair, and we filmed my testimony. After all of the behind-the-scenes work, it is finished and ready to air on television. People have watched my testimony and it caused them to take a step toward God. The devil doesn’t like that one bit.
As a single mother, it gets tiring doing nearly everything without the help of another person. I’ll tell you right now, moving is draining– moving with no one to help is even worse. I lost my modem and it took days to find it, making schooling difficult. Forms were misplaced, causing things to get messed up. Then I went to connect my printer and the computer said the driver was missing. After five failed attempts to install the driver, the printer would not work. One obstacle after another occurred this week. I could barely take it anymore. I found myself yesterday morning, on my knees crying, asking why nothing was going right with the move. Why was I being pushed to the limit with my patience? It was as if something or someone was working against me, just hoping that I would fall.
But I wasn’t giving in. I gave the devil a piece of my mind and said that My God was bigger and I wasn’t going to back down. He could toss whatever he wanted my way, but I knew I was safe. See, as a child of God, we have the Good Shepherd watching over us. He tells us that no one can snatch His sheep from His hand. If we trust Him, if we tell the devil that he has no chance again our God– our awesome God– we will be right. No one can snatch you from His hand. Today, if someone or something is threatening you, or if you feel nothing is going right, declare that your God is bigger than the problem or situation. The Good Shepherd has you safe in His hand.
“My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me; and I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand.”
– John 10:227-28 [NASB]